Becoming Zoey..A Journey from Hell...

Hi, I'm Zoey. That's about as much as I know about who I am actually. You see I woke up in a hotel room a few days ago and I didn't even know my name. Searching for clues I found a picture of two men and I just knew that I had to find them. Something deep inside of me wanted to see them more than anything.

While searching I met a few nice people along the way. I've made friends here and I think I like it here. BUT.........

Things are not always good for me. I don't remember anything about my past and it's kind of scary. There are times when I lose periods of time. It's like someone else just takes over and I disappear. I don't really know how to explain it.

Then there are the dreams. Dreams of things I KNOW are real and that they actually happened. But they aren't MY dreams. The woman in them is someone else and to be honest, she scares me.

Other times I hear this voice in my head and feel like someone is trying to just control what I do. I'm not sure it even makes sense to me, so I don't know how you all will understand it.

And there is Chance. He's just the bee's knees and I think I might love him, though I don't really remember him. I like the way I feel when I'm with him and he's so kind to me. At times I wonder why he's with me. It feels as if he wants me to be someone else.

~~GROWLING, struggling to be free and in control of this fucking body~~

FIRST THINGS FIRST....I AM HERE..Stuck in this fucking body. Yes, bitches, it's ME. SUNFUCKINGSHINE. Miss me?

Then get off your fucking asses and GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HER!!

Let me tell you what's really going on here. Somehow I wound up in this ~sweeps a hang over Zoey's body~ body. As if I belong here. ~rolls eyes~ But any body is better than none at the moment.

~smirks~ I'm gaining strength with every passing second. Soon I'll have full control.

And then....well then I plan to find that fucker that did this shit to me and MAKE HIM BEG TO LIVE. Step two is to find a better fucking host or at least teach this bitch how to dress. As if I'd EVER be FUCKING CAUGHT DEAD in combat boots and emo fucking clothes. I mean REALLY?

Oh, yes and I plan to make Chance pay for this host body. I think I'll withhold sex from him or something. But I digress..Here's the deal, EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU ARE GOING TO PAY FOR NOT SEEING ME IN HERE!!

~~slowly starting to lose my hold on Zoey~~ Fuck, I guess I'm going...Don't let this bitch fool you, she's fucking strong and inherently EVIL. I'm telling you she's going to be.................................................

*blinks, staring blankly at you all*

See? I just kind of zoned out. Did anything happen? Please help me....................